I didn’t always believe people would pay for what I do best. For years, I knew I had gifts that made a difference—insight, intuition, the ability to see how everything fits together—but I couldn’t see how that translated into something the world would pay for.
I had multiple certifications as a Master Energy Healer and Life Coach, testimonial pages miles long, and endless messages from people saying my work was changing their life.
I’d spent thousands of hours (and even more dollars) studying coaching, energy healing, alchemy, magick, philosophy, and psychology. It didn’t matter that I’d written the equivalent of several books’ worth of material and helped countless clients change their lives.
I still wondered if what I had to offer had any value. I was under charging and over delivering an was always worried that the money was going to run out.
Sound familiar?
Most people who come to me feel the same way.
They know they have something powerful inside them but can’t quite make dollars and cents of it all. They struggle with being visible, claiming the results they help others create, and staying out of the worthiness trap long enough to make a real impact.
What changed was how I understood value itself. The root of the problem was the energy I was wasting by chasing worthiness.
I spent most of my time and energy collecting certifications, shifting my mindset, raising my vibration, and doing what others wanted with no regard for what I actually had to give.
I thought my value came from people-pleasing and jumping through hoops to prove I was good enough. Even worse?
I believed all of that had something to do with making money, like the universe was punishing me for being unworthy by keeping me broke.
None of my inner worked seemed to pay off. And with all those certifications, my bank accounts were actually dwindling way.
The shift came when I realized that worthiness is an illusion. Trying to feel worthy is an ego trap that wastes energy.
When the ego’s on overdrive, the goalpost just keeps moving. There is no “enough.”
Have you noticed the same?
You think, This is it. This is the thing that will end my struggle with worthiness.
Boom. Expectations get higher. Further out. More laborious and hard.
So, you go again. And again. And again.
Before you know it, you’re cruising toward your Chiron Return wondering if you’ve wasted your whole life.
That’s the worthiness trap. And it sucks the life right out of you.
And it has nothing to do with real-world value .
Real-World Value, the kind that creates money, comes from providing the things people want to buy. I know that sounds obvious. But when you are stuck in the worthiness trap, you’ve energetically made a false connection that money and “worthiness” are connected.
They aren’t. And here is an even deeper Truth:
Money doesn’t care how you feel. It doesn’t care if you feel worthy or deserving. It doesn’t care if you think you’re a good person. It doesn’t care that you chase alignment like a dog chases a ball.
You can make just as much money on your lowest vibe day as you can on the highest vibe day.
Because money is not a reward for running in the good girl olympics.
Money is payment for goods and services. Yes, even if those goods and services are spiritual.
I’m talking Time. Energy. Sustenance. Resources. Things people buy .
And people will buy all kinds of shit. There are people who buy toenail clippings on ebay.
Everything changes when you realize that and start unhooking your so called worthiness from the real-world value of your gifts.
For me, that happened when Human Design came into my world.
My chart gave me a map for so many things. But showing me how I create value for others was one of the most important. And not in a vague “alignment” kind of way, but through mechanics . Real-world changes that people would naturally want to pay me for. Sustainable and repeatable.
Once I stopped trying to prove my worth and started using my natural energy on purpose, I could finally focus all that energy on creating value people couldn’t wait to pay for.
Today, you’ll find me doing what I do best. Writing, chatting with my clients in the Map Portal, and most importantly, creating and selling valuable things for people.
I no longer waste hours falling down information rabbit holes, buying needless courses and programs, and I don’t waste a speck of energy trying to “feel” worthy.
I get out there and make that money.
And I can help you feel that rooted in your magick, too.
I teach healing practitioners, creatives, and purpose-driven humans how to stop chasing worthiness and start valuing themselves, their gifts, and their work. All while expanding their capacity to give and receive from wholeness.
Stop chasing worthiness. Start discovering the real-world value of your gifts. Get your personalized Human Design chart and Foundational Gifts & Message Guide.