I often get messages asking me if the Human Design Map covers information that it does not cover. They often say things like:
I can learn about the stuff the map covers for free on the internet.
I’d rather learn about the {insert random placement} part of my chart.
You really should cover {insert random placement} because {random reason}.
Generally speaking, my team and I no longer respond to these types of messages. The page to purchase the map is clear about what is covered and addresses the “does it cover” question in the FAQ. And it isn’t personal, we don’t respond to any questions that are covered in the FAQ.
But this came up again recently and I realized it’s about time for another rant.
First, if you are looking for information that the map and its additional resources don’t cover, you will be better served elsewhere.
As a 5/2 profile, I am not here to say “how high” when others say “jump.” I am not here to be everything people expect of me. I am not here to fix, save, or rescue you.
I am here to stand boldly in the solutions that I know are mine to deliver.
I am here to be a sacred mirror that shows you that…
You are not broken.
You already have everything you need.
Your inner wisdom is your Guru.
I am here to trust that when you want something from me that isn’t correct for me, my no is your medicine.
My no shows you where you are stuck in a victim, poor pitiful me, consciousness. And the places where you lay blame instead of taking responsibility for your well-being and success. And how pissed you get when others don’t reciprocate your people-pleasing.
I am here to show you that you are the one you’ve been looking for.
And that includes when you are looking for more Human Design Information.
The whole purpose of Human Design is to send you INSIDE yourself. It is a DOOR. It is a place to START.
It doesn’t matter if you can find information about your type + strategy, authority, profile, and the gates of your incarnation cross (the aspects that the map covers) for free on the internet.
Because it isn’t the information that changes you. Yes, some of the information has the potential to illuminate your life in new ways.
But the information isn’t where the healing happens.
The healing happens when you start applying the information in your real life.
The healing happens when the Generator stops saying yes to things that don’t light them up.
The healing happens when the projector stops giving their magickal insights to anyone with ears.
The healing happens when the manifestor reclaims their boundaries.
The healing happens when the reflectors leaves the drama-filled environment.
So, before you ask me about this or that part of your design, ask yourself if you’ve already applied what you found for free on the internet.
Ask yourself if you can see the imprints of your strategy written all over your life.
Ask yourself if you experience the deep and abiding joys of waiting (or initiating for Manifestors) most of the time.
Ask yourself if you are doing what is right for you even when other people don’t like it.
Ask yourself if you heed the call when your soul speaks to you through your inner authority.
Ask yourself if you are willing to be seen as selfish, too much, or a bitch when you choose your dharma.
Ask yourself if you unconditionally love finding the balance in the lines of your profile.
Ask yourself if you know how to harness the full spectrum of potential in your incarnation cross without judging the “negative” expression.
If the answer is no, you don’t need more information. You need more integration.
And THAT is what the Human Design Map is REALLY about.
The map itself is just the beginning. The real magic happens when you start USING the information in your map WITH the healing resources inside the portal.
And while yes, I have a way with words and the way I think about Human Design is unique, my actual zone of genius is guiding you through the inner work. And through that inner work, you will begin to answer YES to the questions above.
You will see the flow that comes from following your strategy.
You will trust your decisions – even when things don’t turn out how you’d hoped.
You will revel in the tension of finding your personal balance between your conscious and unconscious profile needs.
You will unconditionally love yourself. Even the gnarly bits.
At the end of the day, it is the inner work that makes the outer change you seek inevitable.
It is the inner work that shows you, again and again, that you are the one you are looking for.